okay this is going to be short because im like passing out and have a crap load of stuff to do stuff but,
thank you all so much for the support.
i love you guys seriously.
and im really feeling down, im feeling hopeless im ever going to see adrian ever again at this point. God, i miss being able to pointlessly talk to him on the phone all night too.
I really hope he is busy and not just trying to get me away..
should i be worried he doesnt say ily anymore?