I'v been told iv already missed on so much of my life, no wonder i never wanted to grow up. I never wanted to have to accept this.
I dont want to keep wondering where i belong, where the place ill always be abel to go to is becuase i dont have parents and never will.
I dont want to have to wondering why the person i want most isnt by my side on the perfect saturday nights i want to embrace but spend in a bittersweet way with
I dont want my parents friends pity anymore
I want to stop knowing how i found so much comfort in the past.
i want to be a kid again
i want to know how i feel, know what to do
i dont want to go through this anymore
i have so much hope
yet i have none at all